rapunzelthebigdreamer:

I don’t mean you have to change yourself! I like you the way you are…! Just know how I feel about it really.. I hate having to make you feel that way, along with everyone else..it’s just my happiness. Roleplay is my life and my way to escape to new worlds. To be someone I dreamed I could be. My way of pushing my problems to the side…or to not get bored and restless when I feel trapped. I just kind of had to tell you how I felt because if I didn’t and I lashed out at you…or got sad…how would you know how I felt with not only you but a lot of other people? It’s not just you thats doing this though but a lot of others too. I’m just trying to learn to ask for I need when I need it…cause i’m kinda horrible at that..but I  just kinda started it with you! I couldn’t have picked a better person to share my feelings with apparently! Thank you for being always so understanding. It means the world to me. Truly it does. If anyones wonderful it’d be you.

         I’m happy you’re able to be honest with me.
         I wouldn’t want you holding in any feelings
         which might cause you to be bitter with
         yourself or those around you. Though I’m
         pretty blunt and honest, when it comes to
         inner emotions, I kind of hold myself back –
         mainly because I feel as though nobody
         cares, I guess. I don’t know, I don’t like
         being a burden towards others, and yet
         when something makes me mad or annoyed,
         I’m able to express both of those emotions
         extremely well. I’m complicated, but I’m
         glad you seem to think I’m worth knowing.